Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:255;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:260;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:261;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:255;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:260;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:261;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:7:\"warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:79:\"Parameter 2 to securepages_link_alter() expected to be a reference, value given\";s:5:\"%file\";s:50:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/common.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:2830;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:241:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:menu-vert-menu:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:262:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:menu-vert-menu:tree-data:e0d53a43c11825dfe6b236a17fb481b0'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:41907:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'a:2:{s:4:\\"tree\\";a:20:{i:724;a:2:{s:4:\\"link\\";a:37:{s:14:\\"load_functions\\";N;s:16:\\"to_arg_functions\\";N;s:15:\\"access_callback\\";N;s:16:\\"access_arguments\\";N;s:13:\\"page_callback\\";N;s:14:\\"page_arguments\\";N;s:5:\\"title\\";N;s:14:\\"title_callback\\";N in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:354:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'links:menu-vert-menu:tree-data:e0d53a43c11825dfe6b236a17fb481b0', created = 1498266624, expire = 0, headers = '', serialized = 0 WHERE cid = 'links:menu-vert-menu:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:109;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parsha in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:7:\"warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:47:\"Missing argument 2 for phptemplate_breadcrumb()\";s:5:\"%file\";s:61:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/themes/bluemarine/template.php\";s:5:\"%line\";i:893;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:7:\"warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:47:\"Missing argument 3 for phptemplate_breadcrumb()\";s:5:\"%file\";s:61:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/themes/bluemarine/template.php\";s:5:\"%line\";i:893;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:240:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:primary-links:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:261:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:primary-links:tree-data:d0c27caad8e02a00f77578bca2cf649e'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:13370:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'a:2:{s:4:\\"tree\\";a:6:{i:7428;a:2:{s:4:\\"link\\";a:38:{s:14:\\"load_functions\\";s:26:\\"a:1:{i:1;s:9:\\"node_load\\";}\\";s:16:\\"to_arg_functions\\";s:0:\\"\\";s:15:\\"access_callback\\";s:11:\\"node_access\\";s:16:\\"access_arguments\\";s:29:\\"a:2:{i:0;s:4:\\ in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:352:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'links:primary-links:tree-data:d0c27caad8e02a00f77578bca2cf649e', created = 1498266624, expire = 0, headers = '', serialized = 0 WHERE cid = 'links:primary-links:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:109;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat- in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:242:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:secondary-links:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:263:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:secondary-links:tree-data:5d6d3aaaaef5fba302ce62698fa37bbe'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:384:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'a:2:{s:4:\\"tree\\";a:0:{}s:10:\\"node_links\\";a:0:{}}', created = 1498266624, expire = 0, headers = '', serialized = 1 WHERE cid = 'links:secondary-links:tree-data:5d6d3aaaaef5fba302ce62698fa37bbe'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:109;}', 3, '', 'http://secure. in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:356:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'links:secondary-links:tree-data:5d6d3aaaaef5fba302ce62698fa37bbe', created = 1498266624, expire = 0, headers = '', serialized = 0 WHERE cid = 'links:secondary-links:page-cid:node/24222:1'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:109;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-pars in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:255;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:260;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:261;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:255;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:260;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:14:\"strict warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:44:\"Only variables should be passed by reference\";s:5:\"%file\";s:69:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/sites/all/modules/date/date/date.theme\";s:5:\"%line\";i:261;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128
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Forty-two is the number of stops we had during our 40 years in the desert, some stops lasting a few days, and some for years. It is said that each of us also has 42 stops in the journey of our own lives. After my Bat Mitzvah, and obligatory party feted by champagne and my father’s business friends, I was released at last from the obligation of having anything more to do with Judaism. And so my Jewish journey had a stop that lasted for the next 25 years.

Fast forward to my mid-30’s, and I was at a “duty funeral” for the wife of someone my fiancé knew. I could not have anticipated that the death of a stranger would be a life-changing event for me, but in hearing how active and vital this woman was in the Jewish community and the impact and void left by her death, my heart awakened and, much to my surprise, I felt I wanted to make a difference.

But how? Until that moment, I didn’t even identify as Jewish, much less being part of a community. And so I started on my spiritual journey again, making a series of stops here and there, looking for my Jewish identity and yearning for connection.

For a while, my journey took me to a synagogue, which had an unusual custom. The rabbi’s sermon was interactive and participatory. Once again, I could not have anticipated how a rabbi’s sermon would have a life-altering effect, but it did, and the sermon in question happened to be this week’s Torah portion, “Chukat, otherwise known as the “red heifer”.

The command to find a perfect and completely red cow, without a single white hair on its body (try to find one), sacrifice it, and use its ashes for ritual purification are incomprehensible, as well as internally irrational and inconsistent, in that the same ritual results in opposite effects – it causes both purification and contamination.

Upon hearing this, a man stood up and said, angrily, “What is this, Nazi Germany, that we just have to blindly follow orders that make no sense?” I looked around at the heads nodding in agreement and a silent rabbi. Before I even knew what I was doing, I was on my feet protesting the comparison of God  to Hitler and the laws of the Torah to the laws of Nuremberg. The rabbi sincerely thanked me for my “God-oriented comment” and I sat down, my face flush and tears oddly in my eyes.

If you want to conclude that Torah is arcane, obsolete, and without relevance or purpose, and if you want to view those who live a Torah–observant life as blindly following irrational orders, then this Torah portion, Chukat, would be the one you would point to.

People tend to think that Torah laws come in 2 categories – rational and irrational, laws that make sense and are good to live by – and everything else. Once we determine that something is “irrational”, we so-called “rational beings” feel free – obligated, even – to discard it and discount anyone who takes it seriously.

But the problem with that much “certainty”, is that it closes off exploration and it shuts off possibility. You have come to the end of the line of inquiry and you are also being intellectually dishonest because you are being selective with irrationality. 

Where is this so-called world of reason to be found? Anyone who thinks we don’t live in an irrational world has not had to apply for a driver’s permit in PA recently, or had to try a legal case in Rhode Island where the courts shut down every week because there are insufficient sheriffs to unlock the courtrooms, or had to deal with divorce clients. We live in an irrational world, and we accept it.

And if I were a truly rational person, I would never eat foods that I know are bad for me, I would never use negativity to try create positive change and I wouldn’t bother taking off my glasses before I weighed myself. But I live an irrational life. We all do, and we just accept that quality in ourselves.

But the laws of the red heifer, and many laws for which we see no rational basis, are not irrational, anyway. They are “supra-rational,” meaning that they are outside of rationality. It’s just not “figureoutable” and your attitude to that gap between you and the unknowable is a good indicator of where you are in your faith and relationship with God.

And so, if you want an example of the ability to live with the mystery of the supra-rational, and to find deep meaning and fulfillment in the encounter with another realm, then this Torah portion, Chukat, is also the Torah portion you would point to.

Fast-forward my life another 20 years, and many more stops, to just last week, when I was at an Orthodox wedding. On the chair was a pamphlet explaining the different parts of the ceremony for people unfamiliar with Orthodox weddings, and I read the description of the “bedecken”, the custom right before the wedding ceremony when the groom uncovers and then covers the bride’s face with a veil. With this simple gesture, the groom is telling his bride:

I will cherish and respect not only the “you” that is revealed to me, but also that about you which is “covered” from me. As I bond with you in marriage, I am committed to all of you, all of the time.

And I joyfully realized that this, at last, was the answer to the man who compared God to the Nazis. When we, the Jewish people, stood at Mt. Sinai and accepted Torah, we became eternally betrothed to God, to the parts of God that are revealed, as well as to the parts of God  that are covered - to all of the parts of God - all of the time.

That is the basis of true commitment, because no relationship, however deep and intimate can fully uncover or completely unmask another. We contain unmapped territories, hidden even from ourselves. How much more so with God?

And when we accept that, then the very questions we ask change. We don’t have to be churlish and demand instant answers to everything, especially since answers can trivialize serious issues and are far from soul-satisfying.

For example, is there any answer that purports to explain the Holocaust that you would find satisfying or acceptable? When Viktor Frankl, the originator of logotherapy, and author of Man’s Search for Meaning, emerged from Auschwitz, he said the valuable question is not “why”, but “who” - “Who am I …in the presence of this?”

When you are challenged, frustrated, afraid or uncertain when aspects of God, or your spouse, or yourself, or life, are covered and unrevealed to you, or seem irrational or supra-rational, do not fall into an easy and false certainty that cuts off possibility and stops your journey to growth and transformation.

Embrace the struggle that is part of a nuanced and complex life. Be humble and stay open to the lesson. Ask yourself – who are you – in the presence of this, because how you respond, how you show up and what you manifest – that is your realm of responsibility. You are either going to shut down or open up. 

One of my favorite quotes by the poet Rilke helps me stay in the space of openness. “Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart…. Live in the question”. May we all be poets in our soul, find meaning in living with and within mystery, and keep the journey going!

QUESTION: Think of a person or situation that has you baffled or stressed and instead of coming to a negative conclusion, ask yourself what the situation is asking of you, needs from you, and who do you want to be in the presence of this?

 


Hanna Perlberger, J.D., B.C.C., CIPP - a recovering divorce attorney - is a writer, lecturer, and is certified in positive psychology, relationships and holistic wellness coaching. Her sweet spot is where spirituality, whole-being wellness and supporting others intersect. Her approach in coaching is solution-focused and strengths-based in order to help you “figure out what you do best and use it to make you even better." For speaking engagements, to inquire about coaching, or other questions, Hanna may be reached through her website at MakeTheBestofYou.com or email, hanna@makethebestofyou.com.  

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Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:233:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:menu-page-bottom-1:all-cid:0'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:266:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: SELECT data, created, headers, expire, serialized FROM cache_menu WHERE cid = 'links:menu-page-bottom-1:tree-data:240263495471cde2e225dc380fcb2e57'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:26;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-chukat', '', '141.8.143.150', 1498266624) in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:55690:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'a:2:{s:4:\\"tree\\";a:4:{i:7499;a:2:{s:4:\\"link\\";a:37:{s:14:\\"load_functions\\";N;s:16:\\"to_arg_functions\\";N;s:15:\\"access_callback\\";N;s:16:\\"access_arguments\\";N;s:13:\\"page_callback\\";N;s:14:\\"page_arguments\\";N;s:5:\\"title\\";N;s:14:\\"title_callback\\";N in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128

Warning: Table './mydomains_jou/watchdog' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed query: INSERT INTO watchdog (uid, type, message, variables, severity, link, location, referer, hostname, timestamp) VALUES (0, 'php', '%message in %file on line %line.', 'a:4:{s:6:\"%error\";s:12:\"user warning\";s:8:\"%message\";s:350:\"Table './mydomains_jou/cache_menu' is marked as crashed and last (automatic?) repair failed\nquery: UPDATE cache_menu SET data = 'links:menu-page-bottom-1:tree-data:240263495471cde2e225dc380fcb2e57', created = 1498266624, expire = 0, headers = '', serialized = 0 WHERE cid = 'links:menu-page-bottom-1:all-cid:0'\";s:5:\"%file\";s:49:\"/www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/cache.inc\";s:5:\"%line\";i:109;}', 3, '', 'http://secure.jerusalemu.org/blog/finding-meaning-mystery-parshat-ch in /www/jerusalemonlineu.com/docs/includes/database.mysqli.inc on line 128